Saddest ever!

August 23, 2010

It’s raining and I’m alright. Pretty happy about some things, actually. I’m in Brussels. It is 2010. But once, not so long ago, I was in Warsaw. It was 2008. And it went like this that day:

it’s raining and i’m sad and worried. every time you leave the flat i get aches. they’re all about how you won’t be coming back. no matter how many times you’ve come and gone. statistics do nothing for the pain. it’s like getting on an airplane. you know it’s so unlikely. you know that once in a blue moon. but you also know that if this is that one time, then that’s it. there’s no way you’re surviving.

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